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Of A B C D

I am intrigued by this. it got me thinking.
If I were to choose, I will definitely choose A, C and D.
Why A? Oh dear should I say why??? Of course the vomiting and nausea and the tiredness and the backache, headache, stomache. Hyperemesis is the worst! and mine did not help but to hang around until my third timester. Alhamdulillah the third pregnancy was not as bad as the first or the second. but regardless, I am forever traumatized by this. with the needles and drips. and my most important thing to carry everywhere: plastic bag. It was my BFF. heck, it replaced my handbag! I couldnt travel a lot. All i could do was curled up on my bed and sleep. and I missed eating. I craved eating. anything as long as I could eat. 2nd and 3rd pregnancy was not as bad, but it was still part of the journey. but seeing your child/children and husband being neglected was a very very bad feeling. I felt soo bad that I could not entertain them much, being a mom and a wife. really, I felt so bad.  
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Pre Birth Short Gateaway

One of our pre-birth rituals would be to go somewhere where we can relax and enjoy before Mommy pops out and sleepless pantang session comes in.
We went to Penang prior the 1st birth. and we went to Andaman Langkawi prior to the 2nd birth. For the 3rd one, we didnt go far. we stayed really really close. Like, 15 minutes drive from home.  We went to Holiday Inn Glenmarie.
Why on earth did we do that? What happened to our so called long distance trip? Well, Hub was really really busy. He could not take days off. and the only holiday we got was the public holiday, which was Chinese New Year at that time. and for us to travel out of KL during CNY is like asking me to forever sulk and asking me to turn into a monster throughout the trip.  I dont deal with traffic jams well. I mean it. I will become irritated and moody and wanting to scream to everybody in the car. and for me to scream to my 2 daughters, who can be pretty handful during a long trip, will not be nice. And I was about 33-34 …

the Allday sickness

i just love this picture, that i have to post it again:
i have it all day! as usual.
i have identified few triggers that made me..vomit.
1. chicken what? no chicken? fine by me.  but i cannot say no to the kulit ayam original KFC. that is just sooo yummy. other than that, chicken is a no no.i hope this is just a 1st trimester phase. or does the baby hate chicken?

the Unpaid Leave

i decided to go for unpaid leave.  i applied for 1 month, but projecting to be back to work earlier than that. too many issues/meetings to attend.
i just wanted to rest. take the time off works and driving. this time around the vomiting and nausea were not as bad as before. Ayra's time was much much worse. i could not drink nor eat anything. they ended up making me vomit so bad.
however, this time, the trigger was motion. driving itself is a motion. when i drive to work, i end up vomiting as soon as i arrive.  i cannot travel far. Hub cannot send me to work cos his started much earlier.

Aim for the Day

i would like to whine and whine and whine.  about how tired i am and how this pelvic pain is bothering me and so on.
but let it be just that 2 sentences above. 
i woke up with a heavy feeling (as usual) but new target in mind. to grab myself a burger for lunch today. that is my aim for the day.
i am distracting my mind from the constantly playing question, which is; when are u coming out baby? it's 37 weeks and u know what, your kakak came out during this time of pregnancy. 
ok, so let's forget about this.  or i'll get frustrated waiting for the baby to come but she doesnt.
owh, have i told u it'll be a she?
yes, insyaallah we are expecting another girl in the house.

Tigress at 36

i am at 36 weeks going on 37.  i am walking like a huge penguin. i have swollen ankle, though it is not that bad comparing to others. i am breathless from walking and eating. eating has been no fun cos i need oxygen more. but of course, eating is essential kan?
one fine night, Hub was doing his ever so loving job as a husband whom impregnated the wife, which is rubbing oil onto my big belly. and he asked: did u scratch so much your tummy? it leaves 2 marks.
i was like what? what marks? what scratch? well, of course i did do some scratching. a little. whatever. and i looked into a big mirror.
it is a nightmare!!!!
you see, when i was with ayra, i did not have a single line of stretch mark. nada. zero. even if i scratch.
and this one! why must it appear when i am actually at the end of third trimester? why??
could it be that my routine of rubbing Bio Oil is not enough? i mean, truthfully, i have been skipping this many times during this seco…